• Revati

HARMONIOUS STARGAZING


Once and for all, it was the golden period. Studded with those wonderful diamonds in the sky. I felt my blessings in abundance. Insecurities were now fading off. These hardly carry existence today...

I felt this air warming up my pain and also my deep soul responding that warmth. This depth was here with happiness now.

 I could now see nights blooming. Blooming wit all possibilities of good vibes. The lost paths were now finding directions. Each and every doubt was today cleared with an intention; a purpose to stay...and of course a reason to live.

I could smell all those vibes intensely. As if those were all mine. The sky, the moon; those stars; that universe... Everything, belonged to my heart. It was a realisation, some sort of awareness that carried my heart along with itself... 

  It seemed that universe responded, the air surrounding my body was now offering blessings. It was now the time of giving up on anger, fear, hatred, jealousy; and just everything that would let me down. Yes; I have already turned my mind. This negatively is something that's already left behind...behind my back, there would lie the obstacles that stop me; those insecurities, fears, confusions, that block my way... My path towards my own existence. How it someday seemed my existence was lost. But what I always had was so much of patience, tonnes of perseverance and also a tinge of hope. That small tinge to lighten my soul... 

  But now, at this very moment, I do feel my existence real. I'm ready with my whole and soul to carry it; I'm living with it... As if this night has taken my charge. This Night is here to soothe, to nurture, and to grow my soul. This night is for real. 

And there I was, under that clear dark sky, engrossed with moon and it's beauty. The way it smiled with all its brightness...and the way stars offered their soft shimmer; it was all a bliss. Just like this nature is my family, and I'm finding myself sleeping, relaxing and getting pampered... And on its nature's shoulder I was now going to rest. Alone, with my soul at peace. All those expressions...my smile, my wrinkles, my tears; my face released with. It was all a part of those senses. That we're lively... 

I seek for peace now. But all in  my own self...

With leaves beneath my feet making all those expressions alive. And I was still, for this air to lift me with love. This love, all with peace rustled through its power. This power is in silence, in awareness. Those shivers are signals, that air would carry. As if, this silence had it's own music and this air of solitude was touching me, and turning every vibe into gold.

 As if dreams turned into reality. I was giving up on illusions world had offered... Every pleasure, every vibe, every purpose to survive was real. Because today, I feel my pain as my strength, my scars were letting me turn into the best version  of mine. Today, I see dark thoughts as a source to make me brave; I see loneliness as solitude... I find peace within my own self. I'm developing and growing up; all in silence.

        I'm with those vibrations, as shivers, those emotions as hopes all getting good. For what I searched behind my back dwells there, in front of my. In that sparkle my eyes have, on those clutched fingers trying to move. Finally I'm letting tia night dissolve my soul. I'm letting my heart stimulate this joy.. Yes I am creating miracles... I'm myself a miracle. This world is my soul mate. And my solitude feeds it with enlightenment...